Its crazy how something just seems to hit you hard. Last night before I went to bed I was looking on facebook at CMIA (Christian ministries in Africa) an organization that I teamed up with when i was in Africa. Anyways, I was looking around and then I saw this little boy. He lost both of his parents to AIDS and he is deaf. I started crying for no reason, and just laid in bed wondering why. Like why does this little boy along so many other children around the world have to deal with little things like this? And to be honest they arent really even little things, they are matters that have made their life a living mess. It is so hard for me to grasp the concept of the pain he is going though. I just love watching the things that just effect people, and for me this is one of them. And to just sit back and not do anything makes it even worse. Man, just writting this brings tears to my eyes. I am just wanting to go back to Africa SO bad. Cuz kids like this need love, and they need to feel like they belong to someone....man oh man, life is just full of ups and downs. You always want to try and help someone but yet dont feel like your making a difference at all. I just keep telling my self that I am, and hopefully one day I can go and give this boy the biggest hug in the whole world.
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aww
man, life just feels so unfair sometimes right? the best thing we can keep in mind is that God has a plan for our futures so that we can fight those injustices and bring light to a dark world. all the sad things are part of a bigger picture for the greater glory of God, and you are doing a great job contributing to it!
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